We are a small Episcopal Church on the banks of the Rappahannock in Port Royal, Virginia. We acknowledge that we gather on the traditional land of the first people of Port Royal, the Nandtaughtacund, and we respect and honor with gratitude the land itself, the legacy of the ancestors, and the life of the Rappahannock Tribe. Our mission statement is to do God’s Will in all that we do.

5 Lenten Questions – Diocese of Atlanta

1. Introduction

Question 1: How to Move Closer to God? Self-Examination | February 24, 2021

Reflection Guide

Self-examination means we pause and check-in with our soul. And we ask our soul two questions: What are my patterns? And, do they increase well-being? Ultimately the practice of self-examination is a gift because it moves us from blindness to gaining new sight.

In this episode, Melissa and Bishop Wright have a full conversation on self-examination, practicing it in our lives, and its importance during the journey of Lent in growing closer to God. This is question 1 of a 5-part series.

Question 2: What to do When God is Silent | March 3, 2021

Reflection Guide

What to do when God is silent, goes the question. But maybe what is really being said here is, ‘God is not speaking to me in a fashion that is convenient or dramatic enough to address my anxieties and hardships.’ Being the anxious creatures that we are, we might be conflating the idea of God’s silence with God’s abandonment or God’s non-existence. But, as we get to know God we learn that silence is really a language for God. A means of communication. And if that is true, then, a mature relationship with God invites us to learn a new language!

In this episode, Melissa and Bishop Wright have a conversation on the silence of God and what that means to us as people of faith in different seasons of life. This is question 2 of a 5-part series.

Question 3: What Does Love Look Like When Neighbor is Enemy? | March 10, 2021

Reflection Guide

Bishop Wright says putting Jesus at the center of your life is learning how to love as God loves, and that when we decenter ourselves…our life becomes agile enough to include those we struggle to love. We can love out of sheer obedience, or through humility, when we realize we too might be an unlovable enemy to others, or through empathy, realizing that some people are trapped and disfigured by their fears, deserving of compassion rather than hate.

Question 4: Where Do I Stand in Sinking Sand? | March 17, 2021

Reflection Guide

Bishop Wright says that it’s impossible to love God without loving neighbor. He says that the way we stand for truth when we feel we are surrounded by falsehood is to close the gap between how we live and God’s truth, so that God’s truths become our lived truths. He encourages courageous questioning of ourselves to find out if God’s truths are being lived out in our lives, particularly looking at whether we want to win/be right or advance God’s truth through love. He exhorts us to find encouragement to live the way of love and truth through Scripture and the cloud of people, our Christian community, who will cheer us on.

Question 5: What are the Directions to Joy | March 24, 2021

Reflection Guide

“Joy is an expression of the genius of God” – Bishop Wright

Bishop Wright says that joy is purple, because you make purple out of red and blue, love and sorrow. He talks about how joy is our present and our future, “a dollop of God’s tomorrow, today.” He says that joy lives with faith, hope, wonder, and gratitude, and that each leads to the others. He says that joy is all around, but we might have to look, as it’s not always easily recognizable.

The Setting of the Beatitudes

“The spacious slope of the Mount of Beatitudes (also known as Mount Eremos, a Greek word meaning solitary or uninhabited) would have provided ample space for a large crowd to gather to hear Jesus”

“Archaeologist Bargil Pixner says: “The terrace above this still existing cave, called Mughara Ayub, must be considered the traditional place of the Sermon on the Mount. The hillcrest of Eremos indeed offers a magnificent view over the entire lake and the surrounding villages. The cragginess of this hill meant it was left uncultivated and enabled Jesus to gather large crowds around him without causing damage to the farmers.”

Luke’s Beatitudes

There are two Beatitudes in the Bible, Matthew 5:3-12 and Luke 6:20-23. Both are similar in that they contain a guide for the conduct of the disciples on this earth. Of these shared beatitudes, Luke has written the equivalent of Matthew’s first, fourth, second and ninth beatitudes, in that order.

Similarities. Here is a beatitudes comparison using a table of the two accounts

1  Poor –. Matthew “Blessed are the poor in spirit,” and Luke “Blessed are you who are poor.” They will inherit the Kingdome of Heaven (Matthew) or God (Luke” Luke’s account contains some woes – “But woe to you who are rich,for you have received your consolation.”

2 Hungry – Matthew “Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,” and Luke “Blessed are you who are hungry”. In both cases you will be filled. The rejoinder from Luke – “Woe to you who are full now, for you will be hungry

3  Hate/Persecution – Matthew “Blessed are you when people revile you and persecute you and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on my account.” And Luke “Blessed are you when people hate you, and when they exclude you, revile you, and defame you on account of the Son of Man.”  In both cases your reward is in heaven. Luke’s “woe” – Woe to you when all speak well of you, for that is what their  ancestors did to the  false prophets.

There are common contexts between the beatitudes. The sayings are in the context of discipleship, which Luke has been emphasizing in various ways since Jesus’ visit to Nazareth. He will continue dealing with the nature of discipleship through the conclusion of the Galilean ministry (ch. 9), and then set the tone for the journey to Jerusalem by opening that trip with a discussion of discipleship and the sending of the seventy (9:51ff). The sayings are also in the context of the nature of the Kingdom,

There are a number of major differences between these four beatitudes, which firstly includes the point of view where Luke writes in second person plural “yours” and Matthew in third person plural “theirs”.

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Lectionary – Epiphany 5, Year C

I. Theme – Unworthiness 

“Calling of Peter and Andrew’ – Duccio di Buoninsegna (1318/1319)

The lectionary readings are here  or individually:

Old Testament – Isaiah 6:1-8, [9-13] Psalm – Psalm 138 Epistle – 1 Corinthians 15:1-11 Gospel – Luke 5:1-11

There’s a common theme running through all of today’s readings. That theme is “unworthiness.”

The unworthiness felt by Isaiah in the presence of the Lord; the unworthiness of St Paul even to be called an “apostle”; and the unworthiness of St Peter – who is so acutely aware of his own weakness, that he asks Jesus to go away: “Leave me, Lord, for I am a sinful man.”

A sense of unworthiness is probably something most of us experience at some time or another. We may feel unworthy for a particular task, unworthy of another’s trust, unworthy of another’s love. And that’s not surprising. We know our failings and our weaknesses better than anyone. When someone puts their trust in us, even though we want to do our very best for them, we are afraid – afraid that we’re not up to the task. And sometimes, sadly, we’re not. Sometimes we do fail, sometimes we do let others down, sometimes we do betray their trust.

In calling Peter to become his disciple, Jesus places immense trust in him. Equally, some might say, Peter’s willingness to put out the nets one more time, showed his trust in Jesus. Peter, after all, was a professional fisherman; he’d grown up alongside the Sea of Galilee. Jesus, on the other hand, came from Nazareth; he knew nothing of the sea or of fishing. So it does seem incredible that Peter should have gone along with Jesus’ suggestion when all his better instincts must have told him it was pointless.

What makes it all the more surprising is that, as far as we know, Peter has no particular reason to trust Jesus. At this point he probably doesn’t know him very well. Jesus hasn’t yet proved himself with any great miracles. So maybe it’s not trust we see in Peter’s response to Jesus, maybe it’s something else entirely. Peter, we can imagine, isn’t feeling too good about himself. The night’s fishing has been a complete disaster. He’s failed at the one thing he’s supposed to be good at. He is no doubt extremely tired, completely fed up. He’s been out all night; he needs some sleep.

He’s just finished packing up his nets and is about to head off home to bed, when along comes Jesus. He climbs into the boat, and starts one of his talks; a talk which goes on forever. When at last he’s finished, and just as Peter thinks he can get off home for a kip, Jesus tells him to head out into deep water and put out his nets. I’m not at all sure Peter’s response does demonstrate his trust in Jesus. I think it shows his complete exasperation, his irritation even: “Master we worked hard all night long and caught nothing – the fact is, there are no fish. I know it, James knows it, even young John knows it. Still, you know best, you say there are fish, so I’ll pay out the nets.” And it’s then, when Peter is at his lowest ebb, when he’s tired, irritable, feeling completely useless – that the miraculous catch of fish occurs.

Often, it’s when we are at our lowest, when we have failed, when we are most acutely aware of our weakness, that Jesus comes to us and works his miracles. And it’s then we have to trust in him, to launch out into deep water, knowing that it’s not our strength or our talents that matter, but his.

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